Gaining

I had to wait a little while before I posted this.  I was so mad and upset, I just didn't think it would be a good post.
I gained weight for the first time since 2/1/12.  It was only 1.5lbs, but the mental toll that it took on me has been amazing.  Not in a good way.  I immediately felt worthless and terrible when I saw that number on the scale.  Right now, I'm just hoping it's water weight that will fix itself this week.  I've still been eating healthily, exercising regularly too.  Although I haven't exercised as much between being sick recently and working a lot.  In any case, I have stewed about this situation for almost 2 days, so it's time to stop!  I'm going to keep doing what I'm doing.  I WILL get to that one-derful weight at some point, so I'm going to try to stop sweating exactly how fast I get there.  I know all this mental stuff is happening because I'm very very close to the lowest I've weighed of all the times I've tried to lose weight.  When I get past that point, I think I'll feel really productive.  Anyhow, chin up...